09 - Tsukamenai (I Can't Catch Up)

You were looking at something beyond my comprehension.
They're a bunch of lights covering the whole sky.
A sky so big, so blue, no one would notice.

I pretend to not be interested in any of this.
Actually, I could really feel it.

I want to know you to your core, like digging up the marrow of your bones from beneath the grave.
I don't understand. I can't catch you as if you still don't exist under the same sun.
As if
I can't catch up.
I can't catch up.

And that's good, because even when I understand.
It's like trying to catch a cloud and hold on to it.
It's pointless, like every day of my life.

I pretend I don't want any of this.
I want to touch you so bad I have nightmares.

I want to touch you to your core, even if it means digging up the marrow of your bones from beneath the grave.
I don't know, right now I have no way of knowing if I even have a chance.
I want to know you to your core, like digging up the marrow of your bones from beneath the grave.
I don't understand. I can't catch you as if you still don't exist under the same sun.
As if you don't exist.
As if
I can't catch up.
I can't catch up.